Decoding Biology lesson and understanding Fatherhood

You know, I always feel it is my husband's rebirth happened when our son came into our lives. Biologically he became a father 3 years ago. Biologically I returned him (his Ys, you know) that he had given to me, in a transformed way. But I had never imagined that my genes can cast a spell as well, so as to make my unwitting man, a caring father. Is it the biology that changed even the toughest person like him into a tender soul who cries seeing his son in pain? Is it the biology that proves the existence of fatherhood? I don't have explicit answers. But, in three years, I have realized that fatherhood is more than a biological phenomenon.

Ever since our boy came into our lives, I am seeing my husband achieving milestones of fatherhood one after another. Day one was when I saw his talking to our hardly two days old baby in the night. Those were talks of his present, past and future. Then I noticed him breaking the rules of his family and doing things that mostly mothers do as per his family conventions. Then we passed through days when we had no one to look after our tiny boy and being working parents, we also had our work commitments. He volunteered then to be a day keeper for our son, where as I used to go office. What an awesome job he did! He kept the baby better than I could have done. He did everything that falls into a baby’s routine. And that included giving the baby a massage, changing, wiping, feeding and outing. He learned to make our son sleep with singing lullabies. He managed to take his office calls sitting next to our 8 months old boy. He understood the little one so well that he was able to have our boy gleeful all day long. When I used to come back from office worrying how their day went, seeing them so involved with each other used to give me a fulfillment. He very much proved that parenting is a team work and he alone is good enough to give more than 50% of parenting dues. He is an expert nappy changer, awesome fun maker and a five o’clock getter upper. He is very much a parent. Present. Available. Loving. I am not saying that I ever had a doubt about him, but he proved my vexation wrong that I initially had. He can do anything and everything. When I find my son inheriting his nature, interests, and habits, I always feel blessed about my life. Because this is the thing I really want, I wish my son to be like him.

Although life certainly is not simple. We argue and temporarily halt our talks. We are facing usual everyday couple issues and we often forget to give value to each other. But  I count myself very lucky to have my Other Half. He the man of my dreams. But perhaps even more importantly he is the father of my dream. So although I hate his over-analysis on things and how he is lazy in doing some of his own chores, he will be forgiven. 

Coming back to Biology lessons, they say some part of a mother and some part of a father make a baby. However, pregnancy and parenting research has mostly favored mothers, for obvious reasons. Not much is being thought from a father’s perspective and the change he goes through after entering into fatherhood. But finally, studies happened and it was found out that a man’s brain actually does change after becoming a father. It gets rewired to support the evolutionary role of becoming a father. Parenting instincts are often assumed to be excessively under the dominion of the mother, but the truth is neither of the parents is born with the neural structure for the role. Their brains evolve for the function. And the brain does not shape-shift in isolation. It changes seeing the beautiful things happening around and the baby. The change is bi-directional, means as our environment changes us, we change our environment. When a man becomes a father biologically, emotionally he becomes the one who feels happy seeing his family happy. So, fatherhood is not only about being a partner in cooking a baby, it is much more than it. It is doing anything to withhold the family's blest. And I don't think biology alone is responsible for it. 

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